Anata no Sei ja nai

In the room you returned to, all there was
Was the sounds of the clock ticking the seconds and the TV
The only supporter of this silence is
A girl friend I can talk to
Because I didn't want to become an awful woman
I blurted out "I won't see you any more"

It's not your fault, I'm the one to blame
But still, because the times when
Crying was fun are returning
I'd rather hate you

We can't become anything like friends
A strong rain has started to fall
With that, I'll head towards sleep
We met in the middle of loneliness
As if the breeze from our first summer was talking to us
We were like people so alike
That we saw the same dreams
I suffer because I didn't have the courage
To hurt her and steal you back

It's not your fault, no matter how much I loved you
I can't follow you as you draw further away
This is good-bye
I wonder if I can chase out from my memory
The happy life we spent together
And then someday nostalgically
Embrace this pain?

It's not your fault, I'm the one to blame
But still, because the times when
Crying was fun are returning
I'd rather hate you
We can't become anything like friends
A strong rain has started to fall
With that, I'll head towards sleep